I watch you as you smile.
You’ve only worked here a while.
You’re studying, going to school, but you’re still not sure what you want out of life.
So, you answer the phone. You say hello. You help people get to where they need to go.
You smile.
And it makes me want to stop the world, just to take a few steps toward you, just to feel what it’s like to cup your cheek. Just to look into your big eyes as I slide my cock between your lips.
*grabs the sheets and turns off the lights*
*slowly slides hand under the sheets*
- H
She made sure his hands were tied, then she straddled him. Only her pair of underwear between them. Her hair draped down onto his face. She looked down at him and smiled.
‘Please,’ he whispered.
He stuck out, hard and cold against the air. She leaned over and breathed on it. Heat radiated…
Sometimes stories can be the best inspiration or aftercare.
- H
Well that’s two dates in two weeks.
Both duds and both very disappointing.
:/
- H & M
I’ve only seen H on the one “date” she had with her ex when he came over. It was quite a thrill to see them play and flirt and kiss, and then to hear them when the door finally closed. But other than listening to them that night, I haven’t had any interaction with her when she’s with someone else.
It’s actually been a point of quiet contention for us. On the one hand, we both like the idea of me vividly seeing her with her lover in bed. There may be nothing else like that in the world.
But on the other hand there’s something teasing and exciting about being denied the ability to watch. The anxiety and mystery mix into something arousing, because my imagination runs wild. There are so many possibilities, desires, risks, and outcomes. It’s like the games we play. Part of the fun is in the not knowing.
And in a weird way it makes me feel closer to H. It makes the moment she comes home all the more surprising and meaningful, and actually more loving as well.
There’s nothing like the feeling you get when the woman you love slides into bed with you late at night after spending an entire evening imagining and edging. There’s nothing like having her slide your fingers into her to feel the evidence of what she’s done and telling you, finally, to come.
- M
There’s also the fact that (for me at least) nothing compares to being alone with a lover. Sometimes I’m afraid I might get too anxious if I have to perform for M but the rest of the time I just prefer to be with someone else without distraction. If I knew M was right there ready to come at any moment it would split my focus. And that doesn’t help me at all.
To put it simply: I come better when M is somewhere else.
- H
H’s ex is a bit bigger in terms of both length and thickness. M actually isn’t all that small, just on the smaller side of average while H’s ex falls on the bigger side of average.
We emphasize it in teasing a bit but to be honest size isn’t the biggest point of teasing or turn on for either of us. It’s more of a simple fact but the physical pleasure H derives from it doesn’t compare at all to the psychological one.
In terms of making it more emotional we do fall back on the whole “caveman” thing most of the time. The idea that my ex can reach deeper or be more physical imposing than M (in terms of both his body and that certain part of his body) is something we like to use during our play sometimes. But again the biggest part for us is the psychological one. It’s the fact that my ex is taking me from him–even if/especially because H’s body is willing it to happen (and in terms of intimate or bare sex willing some other things to be risked as well).
Thanks for the ask. We hope that helps.
- H & M
12) Ex gets me bare for a day.11) Ex gets me bare for a day. x2 = 4 full days10) Ex gets me bare for a day.
9) Mouth, breasts, or pussy taken away from M.
8) Mouth, breasts, or pussy taken away from M.7) Mouth, breasts, or pussy taken away from M.
6) M uses condoms for the week.
5) M can’t touch himself Monday.
4) Break-up role-play on Monday.3) Monday night with ex. No contact.
2) Snake eyes.
Bolded numbers are rolls we’ve made so far.
M’s making me update this post in detail as we go so here goes:
Roll 1 - #7 - M treated me to brunch this morning with the egg vibe inside me set on low… he then set it on medium while we walked through the park… and on high when we went up our apartment stairs… he then made me quietly blow him to completion in the stairwell while listening to people use the elevator just meters from us.
Roll 2 - #3 - M tied my feet together and laid me onto our bed in a sort of open flower position. I then had to go into detail about every relationship I’ve ever had in reverse-chronological order. M had the vibe on me until I got to my ex… then he told me to keep going while he entered me. He came when I got to the first time I had sex with my ex (it was the first time he’d ever heard the story). Then he rolled snake eyes. My choice of the three dice were: 1, 1 and 2. #3 was the only choice…
Roll 3 - #11 - M and I had story time last night. What he did really surprised me… he remembered each of my favourite stories ever since we began talking about cuckolding. Then he made me read them out loud while we watched and listened to a bunch of high quality porn videos. But here’s the kicker: in each of the stories he changed the woman’s name to mine and the men’s names to his and my ex’s. He came while watching me masturbate.
About an hour ago M had me on my knees using every part of myself to worship him. But he didn’t come.
We’re having blog time for the next few hours–M’s making me masturbate while looking at our two favourite blogs. He’s making me say out loud what I think the blog authors were thinking/feeling while I look at each post. It’s fun… and interesting…
Roll 4/5/6 - #10/#12/#11 - M made me role-play being with my ex while I made love to him. I may have said some very intimate things… which may have been the reason why M had to end up rolling a 10 and then a 12 half an hour later. And then a few minutes ago something special happened. He never told me to stop the role-play so… I made him have to roll a third time. And he got a snake eyes. His re-roll was a 5, 6 and a 5 which fell off the table and re-rolled into a 6. So… I made the executive decision to tell him it must be fate to have a full four days like that with my ex and M said okay.
*Sigh*… I have the most jealous and most wonderful boyfriend in the world <3
M’s love for me is what enables our relationship in the first place. If we didn’t have a solid foundation in our relationship it wouldn’t feel so exciting to do things with other people. On the one hand there’s the whole “being bad” and betrayal aspect of it which makes it hot to think about… but it’s the fact that I know I can cuddle up with him and tell him anything at the end of the day that makes it work. Like a friend of ours on here said… it’s a constant battle of risk and reward. The risk is something that turns us on. But at the end of the day I don’t actually want to fall in love with someone else or get knocked up or leave M or anything like that. I want that feeling of risk without actually ruining anything.
I actually don’t think about M that much when I’m with my ex. For one thing my ex has a bit of a seductive personality where you just forget about anything that exists in your life but also the whole risk thing comes into this as well. If I think about M two things happen: I get turned on picturing him at home masturbating and feeling like he’s losing me and getting super angsty and jealous but also super aroused which makes me aroused in turn… but I also think about the reality of how close this is to me when I actually cheated and hurt him. And sometimes at that point all I want to do is cry and go home and make love with him (which is something I actually allow myself to feel sometimes after I’m with someone else… it’s like aftercare for BDSM people because it’s super emotional and loving).
So there are usually a toss-up of feelings for me when I think about M. And it’s hard to tell what I’ll feel more on a given day: the excitement of risk or the reality of risk. I don’t think I could ever lose M and I would never want to… but in the back of my mind sometimes I get anxious because I think M might realize how much of an unbelievably amazing person he is and how much of a crappy person I’ve been to him for so many years without even thinking about it. And at that point I just want to do anything I can to show him how much I love him.
It’s definitely a complex mix of feelings which again is why communication and a strong relationship are so important.
Thanks for the ask!
- H
Bad news bears…
My ex is going to be out of town for about a week (edit: he returns Monday!) so nothing is going to be happening on that front. But I have the day off and I’m still really horny and feel like being involved in games so I want to make something good come out of this.
After a bit of talking (maybe inspired by another couple’s post here on tumblr) I think I want to try switching with M. Even though we’ve never tried it before and M isn’t a dom he’s still smart, honest, and he knows me well. Which is maybe all you need as a dom/daddy/master/captain? (do people use captain?) and he can be pretty creative when he needs to be.
I also just want to thank him for being an awesome boyfriend. I want to be his special treat. I don’t know I just feel super lovey-dovey today. :)
I’ll probably be answering some asks as well.
- H