In response to another few asks we got:
First of all thank you for the compliment! We do love to incorporate as much intimacy and emotion as we can because - unlike perhaps some other blogs or just blogs run by individuals - our fantasies and play affect our relationship and things change and grow as a result of that. We promised to ourselves to try and share everything on our blog as long as we can find the words for it and although we keep a few things here and there we’ve shared a lot more than we thought we ever would a year ago.
That’s a big thing for us. It’s all real.
To answer your question as to how long we’ve been dating… M and I have been together since about the beginning of January 2011. Literally I mean New Year’s day. A lot of it was just me realizing that certain things I was doing were things I wanted to stop doing and I just wanted to be a better person. M was that for me. He was kind and intelligent and just plain lovely. And whenever we talked I always laughed and smiled and couldn’t stop just putting my arm around his arm or his neck and just nuzzling him or ruffling his hair. I wanted to be with him forever. That’s all I wanted.
So we’ve been dating since maybe April that year. Almost four years now. But I’ve known I’ve loved him since just about that New Years night way back then. And I guess I’ve realized I can’t live without him since around that time too.
But I’ve also known I couldn’t just be with him since maybe summer that year as well. It took a lot for me to not sleep with other men (and a lot to not admit that to M although I knew I could and wanted to). I’ve hardly been monogamous since high school (I was monogamous with my ex but that was an on-off thing so I’m not sure it could count as a relationship) and I’ve slept with a number of men over the course of my life. I won’t say I have any sort of excuse for doing so but what I’ve realized is that maybe it’s just best to accept it as a part of myself. I’ve always felt attracted to certain men and I’ve always felt a desire and need for certain kinds of sex and sexuality. I’ve tried different things over my life - distracting myself from those things or distancing or denying them. But I’ve found that part of me just hungers and devours itself if I do that. And in the end I always (always!) just give in and binge.
I just can’t feel satisfied without fulfilling that part of me and M and I learned that the hard way after that summer.
We plan and consider everything. And we talk and love. It isn’t always just sex or cuckolding (and it’s also why we haven’t been posting as much lately too) because there are times when we genuinely just spend time going for walks or playing video games or anything. Life can get pretty busy sometimes and it’s always important to make time. Because what’s life without actual (consequentless) fun?
Like I mentioned before… I just can’t live without the laughs and smiles and warm feelings M gives me.
- H & M
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