erikthomas1
asked:
Does M do anything for you sexually? I get that you get the emotional needs fulfilled by him, but does he get you off?

He does. He actually isn’t that bad at sex… but he’s just not the best.

That’s why I cheated on him in the first place. I just felt I needed more. It has to do with M’s size and his stamina and maybe something psychological I can’t explain. Don’t get me wrong. We still have sex but for some reason I’ve grown to get off even more when I’m seeing him moan and squirm and begging me to let him come.

But I guess that’s because I’m having better sex now. If M was the only one I was having sex with I would make due… I’m just glad I don’t have to do that anymore. I love M and I love making love with him when it’s time for that… but mostly I just love teasing him and seeing him get off when I get off with other men.

So I do get off with him… but I just get off a whole lot more when I see him come in his hand or mine or a tissue… completely helpless and useless… all while knowing I’m just days or hours or minutes away from fucking someone who actually satisfies me.

- H