There must be a million thoughts running through her head… there must be a million things a woman must feel when she’s hooking up with her ex again… a person she has an entire history with… all those thoughts, memories, hidden little secrets… feelings…

And there must be a million more things she feels when she has a boyfriend. There’s probably a million questions too… is she cheating? Is he better? Is it his size? His stamina? His body? His attitude? His scent? His taste? The feeling of his body around hers? Is it passion? Horniness? Comfort and security? How much does she really want him? Could she see herself with him again? Does she want to do it again? Do what? Have sex? Fuck? Make love? Does she feel like she’s falling for him again? Did she ever love him in the first place? Does she still love him? Does she want to feel those feelings for him again…?

A million little things and thoughts and feelings that I guess none of us will ever know…

Well… maybe some of us know.

;)

- H